Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, March 25, 2018

Still

I am not done yet
I have not passed on

My back may hurt
it still moves

The sloth in my movement may be caused by pain
Id rather feel pain than not feel

My heart may be tough and leathery 
it is not cold
it is not stone

My laughs are deeper
longer

My love is harder
stronger

When I do speak 
it is often low

there is no need to shout
there is no need to comment on everything
every thing is not my concern

What I have
now 
is knowledge

What I know
now
is how to filter information


© Christopher F. Brown 2018

Saturday, March 24, 2018

Aganju seeing Shango’s heart


He is Fire
Fire like mine

Fire I could have been
Fire I should have been

Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda

He didn’t waste time
He didn’t waste his fire

looking for love
in clubs
in gyms
on-line
Everywhere in-between

He didn’t waste time
He didn’t waste his fire

getting his heart broken
getting cheated on
deferring his dreams for a fantasy crafted by others

He let his fire shine and burn
I hid mine away
the only heat felt from mine was by proximity
the only light that shone from mine was in comparison to shadow

He would never be like me
His fire is not like mine

He is smart enough to not bother with things that would take away
He is smart enough to protect his fire from the water
He would never fall in love with it

He is
not me

His fire is
not mine

His fire is
Better

His fire is not as hot as mine
He can selectively burn with his
mine can only be contained by that which would try to destroy it

I don’t regret me
I don’t regret my fire
that is not the point

I want to protect
him
his fire

The way no one protected
me
my fire

© Christopher F. Brown 2018

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Too Many People Have Your Name

When I first met you
you could barely stand 
yourself

your words
not mine

It wouldn’t have been fair
asking you to stand with me

Unfair to me
not you


I see you question yourself now 


“Can they see?”
“Do they know?”

You know you only hide
masks
shells
I laugh because you’ve even tried fur

Some see
Some know

And you pray
To see them before they see you

And you pray
To know them before they know you

I’ll say a French sigh instead of writing it
Anyway

You play a game called self
Id like to ask you some questions
but you already knew that didn’t you


© Christopher F. Brown 2017

Saturday, December 3, 2016

Children of The Genius Child

Shouting
In places where people try to force them
Not to hear

Quiet
In places where people try to force them
Not to listen

Kill them
Set them free
Watch them fly wild

They are indigo, X, and Y
They are naturally Tech savvy and more intune with all that is natural
They are everything but what they know they want to be

Kill them
Set them free
Watch them fly wild

Love

Love has never been one of their considerations
They have never bothered with the fantasy
They were born knowing
Grew tall and mighty watching

No one ever loves a genius child

Kill them
Set them free
Watch them fly wild.


© Christopher F. Brown 2016

Saturday, July 2, 2016

Unsolicited





I was wondering if
is there anyone in your life telling you
you are beautiful
you are sexy
you are intelligent

I wont be cliché and say all those things
even though I want to
even though I just did

I was wondering if
is there a person in your life to voice
these spirits
say these words
speak these truths about your existence

My schedule is quite flexible if the position is available

I’ll probably never say the previous to you

You don’t need
someone to flatter and praise you
the truth is its own keeper
Just as the sun does not need shade

still

There is the moon.



© Christopher F. Brown 2016

Friday, February 12, 2016

Comicbook Friends



These days
Adam Worlock is my best friend

He knew I never was
what they call
a bad guy

He knows what it was like for gods and kings
When we go for love
we go hard

He could see
more than anyone in the universe
I knew and know
myself

Its not about being cocky
Its about doing and be me

I can say that about my friend

He needs to examine his self
examine his personal issues
Instead of pretending like they don’t exist
The day will come when they want to fight him.
Hes going to be kinda stuck

But that’s what best friends are for

These days
I'm out of that love game
no more future ex’s
no more making ex’s current

I'm  reading  and writing a few books
getting back to meditating
Might even plant a garden

©Christopher F. Brown 2016

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Party of the third Party


If you are going to love a dreamer

 

You can not be controlling

You can not be manipulative

 

their spirit

their passion

would be sacrificed

because of their love for you

because of their love of you

 

it would be because of you

love ultimately fermented into resent and hate

dreams turned to nightmares at the very mention of your existence

 

You can not be weak

You can not be moveable

 

Their fire

their vision

would juggernaut the mightiest of the weary

tears shed in the quiet of the dark

desires whispered in the secret of shadows

would never be known to them

 

The dreamer is Blind

not deaf

not dumb

 

If you are going to love a dreamer

 

You must be courageous

You must be adventurous

 

To love a dreamer is to bed risk

To love a dreamer is to set a permanent place for gamble

the acknowledgement of chance

the acceptance of failure

 

Loving a dreamer is to know

the only place of honor

is not with them

is with the dream

 

Loving a dreamer is to know

the only pedestal

is not for them

is reserved for the dream

 

Loving a dreamer is to know

they will love you

position their lives around you

but their purpose

their only purpose

is the dream

 

© Christopher F. Brown 2015

 

Friday, November 27, 2015

Birth Place

 

I want to know more than one

Haitian

 

I want to know more than three

Jamaicans

 

I want to meet Nigerians that speak

Igbo

 

Kenyans that laugh at the Swahili I learned in Berkeley

Ugandans that correct my Mandarin

Tanzanians that teach me how to say it in Cantonese  

 

I want to tour the holy city Ile-Ife

trace the pilgrimage path of Mansa Musa

then circle back to Timbuktu

 

See the reminders of Aksum

See the remainders of Kmt

 

Touch the Earth and envision the buildings that my ancestors constructed

thousands of years before they were invaded thousands of times

leaving the still standing walls that others never believed were thousands of years old

till their, “science” said so

 

I want to board a barge in the south and flow north with the Nile

I wonder what eight others will join me

 

I want to walk the same trail

that was the first trail

compare my foot print

to the first foot print

 

The vision I see

The things I want to do

The escape I want to take

 

Isnt one that is new

 

Its one that is old

so old that its in the blood

in the very fabric and design

of all that claim

 

Human

 

What I want is a realization

no

a reawakening

of my genetic inheritance

of my ancestral birthright

 

What calls me is the land so old

its true name

its original tongue

is the only

can only

be labeled

 

The First

 

There

that is what calls to me

There

that is what pushes me

that is the very intangible force that pulsates my heart

pumping the blood through my veins

 

That place that is forever older than old

yet

In a constant state of

Reconstruction

Recreation

Revelation

Renovation

Revitalization

 

Revolution

 

I want to breath the air in that place that is always in a state of newness

I want to feel the frequency in that place

where there are as many words for new

as there are people to speak them

 

That is the place

That is the space

That is

 

© Christopher F. Brown 2015

 

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Accidently Whished Upon A Star

 

You scare the shit out of me

I know

I've said this before

 

So many things

about you

 

just like new

 

So many things

about you

 

just like old

 

There is enough mystery

about you

to where I am reminded of lifetimes

before you

Them's, We's, Us'

before you

 

There is enough mystery

about you

to where I can not foresee how this could end

 

but I know that is the lie I want to

I always try to

force into being truth

 

I haven’t learned not to like that yet.

 

The cards keep giving me

moons, chariots, and wheels of faith

 

I just want to see the lover

 

It could be that

I know it’s not

you

 

It could be that

I want it to be

you

 

so I'll just leave it up to

you

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2015


Assassination of Sight

 

In this world

Weeds are worshiped as beautiful

Roses are cast to compost as a vulgarity

 

In this world

Worms matter the most

consuming roses

one of their favorite past times

one of their favorite foods

 

The greater the weed’s ability

to choke the rose

the greater the weed’s glory

 

In this world

Roses are hated

especially their thorns.

 

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2015

Sunday, November 8, 2015

Crazy For Me

The so called, “Negro Spiritual”

invented on hot fields of cotton and tobacco

birthed of blood, whips, and sweat

tears served no purpose.

 

The, “Blues”

came with freedom

that wasn’t really free

that could be taken at a moment’s notice

that wasn’t guaranteed

only those that were actually

free

could even understand

could even care

 

“Jazz”

Jazz is funny

Jazz came into the world

smiling

in the rain.

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2015

The African American is Dead; Long live the African

The African American

has had their time

has had their place

 

They have bled out every drop of blood

They have emptied every duct purposed for tear

 

They have broken

every bone

constructed and combined to form a back

 

The African American

has long dreamt dreams

days yet to come

days gone by

 

The African American has to awaken to their reality

die to their fantasy

 

We are:

 

Africans

in

America

 

Africans

in

The Diaspora

 

Africans

We

Are

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2015

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