Sunday, March 25, 2018
Still
Saturday, March 24, 2018
Aganju seeing Shango’s heart
He is Fire
Fire like mine
Fire I could have been
Fire I should have been
Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
He didn’t waste time
He didn’t waste his fire
looking for love
in clubs
in gyms
on-line
Everywhere in-between
He didn’t waste time
He didn’t waste his fire
getting his heart broken
getting cheated on
deferring his dreams for a fantasy crafted by others
He let his fire shine and burn
I hid mine away
the only heat felt from mine was by proximity
the only light that shone from mine was in comparison to shadow
He would never be like me
His fire is not like mine
He is smart enough to not bother with things that would take away
He is smart enough to protect his fire from the water
He would never fall in love with it
He is
not me
His fire is
not mine
His fire is
Better
His fire is not as hot as mine
He can selectively burn with his
mine can only be contained by that which would try to destroy it
I don’t regret me
I don’t regret my fire
that is not the point
I want to protect
him
his fire
The way no one protected
me
my fire
© Christopher F. Brown 2018
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
Too Many People Have Your Name
Saturday, December 3, 2016
Children of The Genius Child
In places where people try to force them
Not to hear
Quiet
In places where people try to force them
Not to listen
Kill them
Set them free
Watch them fly wild
They are indigo, X, and Y
They are naturally Tech savvy and more intune with all that is natural
They are everything but what they know they want to be
Kill them
Set them free
Watch them fly wild
Love
Love has never been one of their considerations
They have never bothered with the fantasy
They were born knowing
Grew tall and mighty watching
No one ever loves a genius child
Kill them
Set them free
Watch them fly wild.
© Christopher F. Brown 2016
Saturday, July 2, 2016
Unsolicited
Friday, February 12, 2016
Comicbook Friends
When we go for love
He could see
more than anyone in the universe
I knew and know
myself
Its not about being cocky
Its about doing and be me
I can say that about my friend
He needs to examine his self
examine his personal issues
Instead of pretending like they don’t exist
The day will come when they want to fight him.
Hes going to be kinda stuck
But that’s what best friends are for
These days
I'm out of that love game
no more future ex’s
no more making ex’s current
I'm reading and writing a few books
getting back to meditating
Might even plant a garden
©Christopher F. Brown 2016
Sunday, November 29, 2015
Party of the third Party
If you are going to love a dreamer
You can not be controlling
You can not be manipulative
their spirit
their passion
would be sacrificed
because of their love for you
because of their love of you
it would be because of you
love ultimately fermented into resent and hate
dreams turned to nightmares at the very mention of your existence
You can not be weak
You can not be moveable
Their fire
their vision
would juggernaut the mightiest of the weary
tears shed in the quiet of the dark
desires whispered in the secret of shadows
would never be known to them
The dreamer is Blind
not deaf
not dumb
If you are going to love a dreamer
You must be courageous
You must be adventurous
To love a dreamer is to bed risk
To love a dreamer is to set a permanent place for gamble
the acknowledgement of chance
the acceptance of failure
Loving a dreamer is to know
the only place of honor
is not with them
is with the dream
Loving a dreamer is to know
the only pedestal
is not for them
is reserved for the dream
Loving a dreamer is to know
they will love you
position their lives around you
but their purpose
their only purpose
is the dream
© Christopher F. Brown 2015
Friday, November 27, 2015
Birth Place
I want to know more than one
Haitian
I want to know more than three
Jamaicans
I want to meet Nigerians that speak
Igbo
Kenyans that laugh at the Swahili I learned in Berkeley
Ugandans that correct my Mandarin
Tanzanians that teach me how to say it in Cantonese
I want to tour the holy city Ile-Ife
trace the pilgrimage path of Mansa Musa
then circle back to Timbuktu
See the reminders of Aksum
See the remainders of Kmt
Touch the Earth and envision the buildings that my ancestors constructed
thousands of years before they were invaded thousands of times
leaving the still standing walls that others never believed were thousands of years old
till their, “science” said so
I want to board a barge in the south and flow north with the Nile
I wonder what eight others will join me
I want to walk the same trail
that was the first trail
compare my foot print
to the first foot print
The vision I see
The things I want to do
The escape I want to take
Isnt one that is new
Its one that is old
so old that its in the blood
in the very fabric and design
of all that claim
Human
What I want is a realization
no
a reawakening
of my genetic inheritance
of my ancestral birthright
What calls me is the land so old
its true name
its original tongue
is the only
can only
be labeled
The First
There
that is what calls to me
There
that is what pushes me
that is the very intangible force that pulsates my heart
pumping the blood through my veins
That place that is forever older than old
yet
In a constant state of
Reconstruction
Recreation
Revelation
Renovation
Revitalization
Revolution
I want to breath the air in that place that is always in a state of newness
I want to feel the frequency in that place
where there are as many words for new
as there are people to speak them
That is the place
That is the space
That is
© Christopher F. Brown 2015
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Accidently Whished Upon A Star
You scare the shit out of me
I know
I've said this before
So many things
about you
just like new
So many things
about you
just like old
There is enough mystery
about you
to where I am reminded of lifetimes
before you
Them's, We's, Us'
before you
There is enough mystery
about you
to where I can not foresee how this could end
but I know that is the lie I want to
I always try to
force into being truth
I haven’t learned not to like that yet.
The cards keep giving me
moons, chariots, and wheels of faith
I just want to see the lover
It could be that
I know it’s not
you
It could be that
I want it to be
you
so I'll just leave it up to
you
©Christopher F. Brown 2015
Assassination of Sight
In this world
Weeds are worshiped as beautiful
Roses are cast to compost as a vulgarity
In this world
Worms matter the most
consuming roses
one of their favorite past times
one of their favorite foods
The greater the weed’s ability
to choke the rose
the greater the weed’s glory
In this world
Roses are hated
especially their thorns.
©Christopher F. Brown 2015
Sunday, November 8, 2015
Crazy For Me
The so called, “Negro Spiritual”
invented on hot fields of cotton and tobacco
birthed of blood, whips, and sweat
tears served no purpose.
The, “Blues”
came with freedom
that wasn’t really free
that could be taken at a moment’s notice
that wasn’t guaranteed
only those that were actually
free
could even understand
could even care
“Jazz”
Jazz is funny
Jazz came into the world
smiling
in the rain.
©Christopher F. Brown 2015
The African American is Dead; Long live the African
The African American
has had their time
has had their place
They have bled out every drop of blood
They have emptied every duct purposed for tear
They have broken
every bone
constructed and combined to form a back
The African American
has long dreamt dreams
days yet to come
days gone by
The African American has to awaken to their reality
die to their fantasy
We are:
Africans
in
America
Africans
in
The Diaspora
Africans
We
Are
©Christopher F. Brown 2015