It's been awhile since I've liked anything 
New
Pac died
One of the Krazies turned Christian 
The sickest of the sickmade is laying in a hospital bed.
They made a movie about nwa 
And it made hella money
made me laugh 
I remember when they banned them from the radio.
I remember when I had to sneak and listen to my sister's tape 
the technique of the immortal one remains strong 
On a cloud I called grown
I meditated with my blackness 
had relations with the blues 
made love to R&B
accepted Jazz as my personal musical savoir.
still 
I never forgot 
my first
love
I never fell out of love with 
my first
love
yet
everything new 
except a few
was just bullshit 
then one day 
high up
floating on that grown cloud 
I got confused. 
I knew what I saw but
I dint know they made sound
One day
I heard a butterfly 
© Christopher F. Brown 2015
