Tuesday, February 28, 2012

A Little Simple One Won’t Hurt

 

The sad thing is

The truth

 

The sad thing is

You blew it

 

The sad thing is

I knew it

 

The sad thing is

How you looked

 

The sad thing is

How I react

 

The sad thing is

The truth

 

It was All a lie

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

 

 

 

Memories of Childhood

 

 

Was there ever a time when it all made sense

 

Simple little things

Equated joy

 

Today was enough

No need to consider

Tomorrow

You had no concept of

 Forever

 

So Uncomplicated

You didn't need to know

how to spell it

 

Was there ever a time when it all made sense

 

A was A

That was it

 

You may question

Y

But you knew what it equaled

 

Run was fun

Play was for the  day

 

Simple as the nightfall

bringing sleep

 

Was there ever a time when it all made sense

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

 

Monday, February 27, 2012

Over You

Over  You

 

I miss the passion we shared in each kiss

The smell of you and the comfort

In every embrace

 

I miss the acrobatics we called sex

The feats we achieved

Out doing the night before

 

I miss he debts of our conversation

The sharing of ideas

Contemplating and sharing contempt

 

I miss that time our paths were aligned

Our goals were set and mutual

The limit

Heaven bound

 

I miss what we had

What we shared

 

I realize

All of the many things I miss

You

I don’t

 

©Christopher F.  Brown 2012

 

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Sunday, February 19, 2012

Supine

 

It feels a bit strange

Laying here on the couch

 

I normally sit in the chair

I think I might have even been born there

I never sought it out

I just ended up there

I have always been there

 

I tried to get up and leave a few times before

They always sat me back down

 

In the chair

 

Now that I'm laying here

On the couch

It feels a bit strange

 

Its new to me

What it feels like to be stretched out

Seeing the chair from this angle

Seeing the chair from this point of view

Going from Objectivity

To being the subject

 

Very different

Very new

 

What did you say?

Hmmm you have a very valid point

It is time.

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

 

 

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Thursday, February 16, 2012

New Stuff

So I did a HUGE update to my website

New home page

http://cfbrown.com/index.htm

 

28 new poems

http://cfbrown.com/index_files/Page489.htm

 

6 new color photos

http://cfbrown.com/index_files/Page1524.htm

 

2 new black and white

http://cfbrown.com/index_files/Page6776.htm

 

New Blog section

So far its just my latest book reviews and blogs

http://cfbrown.com/index_files/Page25791.htm

 

check it out Smile

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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Competition

They say

Pick your battles

 

I say

My life is not a war

 

The plight of competition

Only brings about confusion

 

The real goal is never accomplished

Never known

The true purpose is hidden

Kept secret like middle name

 

Competition

 

May be good for now

 

How long can the greediest continue to win

How long after the hungriest consumes all

Consumes themselves

 

Cooperation

 

Instead of negating your efforts

I wonder

If I help

Would we both gain?

 

Is there a reason

You or I need to win?

 

Cooperation

 

That is true

Benefit

No on need lose

 

True elevation

Of the mind

True elevation

Of the spirit

Comes not on a hill

In a cave or room

Sequestered away from light

Secluded in darkness

 

It comes in a single act of

Selflessness

 

When you decide to

Share and help

Without thought of personal benefit

Without thought of private gain

 

Competition

 

Will eventually rot the soul

Entirely

 

Where as

 

Cooperation

 

Seems to be

Ultimately

 

The goal

 

 

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

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Cooperation

 

Rise above the beastly nature

Be the human that you are

 

The struggle of endless competition

Ends in ultimate ruin

Resources depleted

Fertile ground left sterile

 

Co-operation

Is the only thing that will move us forward

 

Cooperation

Is the only thing holding us back

 

We only seem to get it right

When facing a mutual foe

Lasting only as long as they do

 

Children do it naturally

What happen to us all

 

Preacher battles prophet

Left battles right

Part battles part

 

Rise above the beastly nature

Only then can we receive the entire message

 

Rise above the beastly nature

Only then can we find the way

 

Rise above the beastly nature

Only then can we know

 

The whole

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2010

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Sunday, February 12, 2012

Seeing You

Seeing You

 

I fucking hate you!!!

 

That's what I want to say

That's how I use to feel

But it's not true

 

You're not worth the energy its taking me to feel this way

 

A truth spoken

But as of right now

Not real

 

You do live in a place that

As of now

Has a minuscule

Amount of power

A meager amount of sway

 

At least for today

At least for right now

 

I remember the first time

I saw that smile

I remember the first time

We held each other and kissed

I remember the first time

We made love and the days after

 

I fucking hate you!!!

 

That's what I want to say

That's how I use to feel

But it's not true

 

I tell myself

 

I'm fine

I'm better off without you

It doesn't feel that way

 

You look better than you did

Before

You even have a different lover than you did

Before

 

I shouldn't care

I know tomorrow

I wont

 

You messed me up alot

More than I figured

More than you probably intended

 

Its fine

I just have to get through the rest of today

 

I fucking hate you!!!

 

That's what I want to say

That's how I use to feel

But it's not true

 

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

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Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Basic Outline of a Man

Basic Outline of a Man

 

Description given

 

It is a fallacy to try and fill

from the outside in

 

Society says one thing

The truth more often than not

Starts with self

 

Bringing in line their conscience and mind

Solidifying their soul

 

Doing more than what

Has to or needs to

Accepting what is

 

Is done

 

More than claiming responsibility in good

Doing the same in bad

Not boasting about anything

Especially not boasting

 

More than announcing your sovereign

Respecting other's

 

More than knowing

Duty and honor

Knowing when to lead

Knowing when to follow

Knowing when to stop

 

It is a fallacy to try and fill

from the outside in

 

The content is only enough for one

The character is solely up to you

 

Unless you decided to share it

No one knows your heart

Unless they decide to give it

You don't know theirs

Do not let their judgments effect your own

Your assumptions are not Law

 

Here is a basic outline

Not for all

Better than some

 

You and your god

If you chose to have one

ultimately decide what is right

For you

 

Man is created one by one

But is never alone

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

 

Reality

Reality

 

It can be a hard place to live in

 

Sometimes

 

The sun won't shine for weeks

Its always a bit cold out

 

Men and women are capable of

And do things

that make the stories of monsters not that far from true

 

It can be very lonely here

The more you are willing to trust

The more likely the infamous

THEY

Will take advantage of you

 

Friends can very well turn out to be foes because

Every is taught to say,

 

"I got yo back."

 

But when given to them

They often use it for stabbing

 

Its rough here

Lies won't work here so many fail

What they told themselves in the mirror today is not allowed here so

Neighter are they

Not too many care and most only do because

For some reason

They have to.

 

I live here because

 

When the sun does shine

The tales most tell have no true words that can describe.

 

When something truly warm does come it warms your soul and becomes a part of you

So much so that it will sustain you through any and all cold. Well below zero

 

Here the men and women that wear horns are many and have to be defeated everyday.

However

There comes a man or a woman

That resembles an angle is walk and talk

Their very name is the sword that defeats.

 

Here if you take the chance and trust you might get lucky.

Someone

Might care

Someone

Might help

 

Truth is

In reality if you can find it

Because it is very rear and hard to find

Love

Becomes your backbone

Able to support you under any pressure.

 

The words here might hurt

Only because they break ground.

Every one of them is a seed

Lies can not exist when truth is in full bloom.

 

I live here

In reality

because I looked around one day when

I accidentally walked into a fantasy

All I saw was clouds and fog

All I could do was imagine what this place looked like

All I could do was lie to myself about what I stretched out my hand to feel

All I could do was make believe where I was going dream about where I would end up

Only to end up going in circles.

 

When I finally made it back to reality I said to myself

Never again.

I'd rather live in reality

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

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