Seeing You
I fucking hate you!!!
That's what I want to say
That's how I use to feel
But it's not true
You're not worth the energy its taking me to feel this way
A truth spoken
But as of right now
Not real
You do live in a place that
As of now
Has a minuscule
Amount of power
A meager amount of sway
At least for today
At least for right now
I remember the first time
I saw that smile
I remember the first time
We held each other and kissed
I remember the first time
We made love and the days after
I fucking hate you!!!
That's what I want to say
That's how I use to feel
But it's not true
I tell myself
I'm fine
I'm better off without you
It doesn't feel that way
You look better than you did
Before
You even have a different lover than you did
Before
I shouldn't care
I know tomorrow
I wont
You messed me up alot
More than I figured
More than you probably intended
Its fine
I just have to get through the rest of today
I fucking hate you!!!
That's what I want to say
That's how I use to feel
But it's not true
©Christopher F. Brown 2012
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