Sunday, February 12, 2012

Seeing You

Seeing You

 

I fucking hate you!!!

 

That's what I want to say

That's how I use to feel

But it's not true

 

You're not worth the energy its taking me to feel this way

 

A truth spoken

But as of right now

Not real

 

You do live in a place that

As of now

Has a minuscule

Amount of power

A meager amount of sway

 

At least for today

At least for right now

 

I remember the first time

I saw that smile

I remember the first time

We held each other and kissed

I remember the first time

We made love and the days after

 

I fucking hate you!!!

 

That's what I want to say

That's how I use to feel

But it's not true

 

I tell myself

 

I'm fine

I'm better off without you

It doesn't feel that way

 

You look better than you did

Before

You even have a different lover than you did

Before

 

I shouldn't care

I know tomorrow

I wont

 

You messed me up alot

More than I figured

More than you probably intended

 

Its fine

I just have to get through the rest of today

 

I fucking hate you!!!

 

That's what I want to say

That's how I use to feel

But it's not true

 

 

©Christopher F. Brown 2012

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