I turned it off
When I found out
Physical form meant more than
spiritual substance
When I found out that
Age matters when you have too much
Looks when you don’t have a certain one
When they meant something different
something estranged from my previous understanding
I know my body is not me
only a part
they wanted that part
without wanting only me
I turned it off
They all wanted something much less
far cheaper
than I am willing
was willing
to give
You do not understand the meaning when I say
you are beautiful
Namaste
Ashe
Amen
I turned it off
You are not able to fathom a comprehension when I say
I love you
Namaste
Ashe
Amen
I turned it off
Life has instructed
give it to self always
to the ones called family
the select few that are called friend
Show it to the world
but don’t let the world abuse it
But in that concentrated way
where two become one
I turned it off
Its disrespectful to the concept
for me to treat you according to the concept
when I see
when I know
before it all started
before your scent first touched the air
you have no awareness of the concept
There are about six degrees of separation from
what you think it is
what you thought it was
what you have been shown it to be
what you attempt to offer me
and that which it actually is
that which I was willing to offer you
I don’t believe there is a single one
there is the one you make it work with
That one
must also be willing and able to make it work with
you
For now
for me
you don’t exist
I realize now
you never did
square pegs forced into round holes
mistakes all listed above
I turned it off
Only a truly naked self
has any right
any ability
any authority
to turn it on.
© Christopher F. Brown 2013
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