Look at these people
With their perfect bodies
their perfect families
their perfect houses and cars
and their other perfect things
If I say this directly to anyone
or even aloud
the knee jerk conditioned response is to say
I
me
they
suffer from jealousy
Why do people wait four or five decades before they accept
life is not perfect
there is no perfect thing
no perfect someone
no perfect anything
you accept what you will
refuse what you wont
put purpose to plan
its all what you decide to make of it
They say that is settling
it could be
Id disagree with their understanding of the word
forcing something to be a certain way
a certain way that only existed in one’s uncertain mind
how is that anywhere near
perfect
how is that anything less than
delusional
I could force myself to be completely
other than I am
be what I believe I should be
have what I believe I should have
do what I believe I should do
but is any of that
perfect
is any of that
me
where is the reality in that
reality never had anything to do with the notion
the idea
the thing
called perfect
They said
weren’t you the one that said
pursue your passion
weren’t you the one that said
the only difference between a dream and a goal
are the details that occupy the reality in between
Sometimes
I hate talking to me
© Christopher F. Brown 2015
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